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glgl, trip report and updates?

i say it everytime he does anything at all, sinan is the coolest person in the history of people

note to self grindin while totally shit faced ain't such a good idea

ok so shit is going ok.  i need to make some friends though, I cant be totally dependent on girl ya know.  but yeah seems like with time i can heal things if i play cards right.  its def diff than when we dated before but ima make shit good again and she seems open to the idea of working things out, even if she does act liek a cunt sometimes (i hope she doesnt check ph anymore).  looking for apartments and shit too, living in a ghetto hostel right now.  since gf is sleeping in and i wake up early as hell, i dont have shit to do until she wakes up.  time to start drinking i guess.  more tr to follow.

gogogo Sinan.   You own life.

so it heading towards epic fail.  she isnt really in love with me anymore.  she lovesme, but isnt in love with me.  and she treats me like im a piece of shit, not reaally calling me much after i came around the world for her and she says means things to me.  Shes a totally diff girl, not really the one i fell in love with.  i think ima have to drop a bitch and decide what to do next, as heartbreaking as this is for me.  im gonna give it a few more weeks and if shit doesnt pan out im giving up on the girl. i have tried everything i could to fix it, i guess it just wasnt in the works if it doesnt come together.  ima stay up tho

ssaul2 wrote:

so it heading towards epic fail.  she isnt really in love with me anymore.  she lovesme, but isnt in love with me.  and she treats me like im a piece of shit, not reaally calling me much after i came around the world for her and she says means things to me.  Shes a totally diff girl, not really the one i fell in love with.  i think ima have to drop a bitch and decide what to do next, as heartbreaking as this is for me.  im gonna give it a few more weeks and if shit doesnt pan out im giving up on the girl. i have tried everything i could to fix it, i guess it just wasnt in the works if it doesnt come together.  ima stay up tho

When someone doesn't treat you right, that is so difficult.  Especially when you pour your heart and soul into the relationship.  I'm so sorry you are experiencing this.  You obv have a great amount of respect for her, yet, she is not respecting you as a person (treating you like sht).  I hope she comes around and realizes how much you have put into this relationship.  Not all guys like are you, and so she will learn that there are so many losers/scums out there that just want to use girls and throw them away without even trying.  I personally do not use girls, because that is the ultimate of low/douchebag behavior.  Like you, if I love someone, I tell her and I work hard to talk things out with her.

I know you feel heartbroken, but you will make it through this.  People change, and maybe once she realizes what jerks/users are out there, she will one day see how lucky she is that you are one of the few who actually understands and believes in commitment.

Last edited by moneymoney (02-09-10 10:28:55)